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Words Of Evilyn

Only When The End Comes

Only when the end comes, you suddenly feel mortal.

Nothing looks the same again.

There's no more feeling upon your skin.

Only when the end comes, shadows come to life.

You begin to see the dead.

The final word is almost said.

Only when the end comes, everything is dark.

Pain suddenly is real,

it's the only thing you feel.

Only when the end comes, Death holds you in his grip.

You begin to lose the fight,

darkness consumes the light.

Only when the end comes the world, it fades away.

Nothing will remain.

All is lost and nothing gained.

Only when the end comes, demons ripping at your sides.

You cant seem to catch your breath

falling deeper into death.

Only when the end comes fire burns away the flesh.

Unable to go back.

Fire, Shadows, Black.

Only when the end comes fate can be revealed.

No help from anyone

when the end has finally come.

October Song

October rain, October song.
There's nothing left,
but my life keeps going on.
I continue to suffer
day after day.
Nothing can make
all of this pain go away.
 
October rain, October song.
I've wandered these lands
for so very long.
It gets so hard to do this
again and again.
But there's no end to my life,
there's no end to these sins.
 
It's so dark in the October rain
There's nowhere else for me,
but, here I am again.
Hear my voice,
look into my eyes to see.
My October song is as evil can be.
 
October song out in the October rain.
There's nowhere to hide
from all of this pain.
A prison I've built
out of guilt and sin.
I live it over and over
again and again.
 
October song, October rain.
There's just no escape
from this hellish pain.
Nothing can stop
all this evil inside.
I keep living on,
I never can die.
 
October rain, October song.
I hold inside so much sin,
and, I've done so much wrong.
I'll continue to roam
for so very long
in the October rain,
singing October song.


Thirteen

What is the cost
when all is lost,
and there's no turning back?
   What did you do
when nobody heard you?
Was there something you lacked?
 
   *Nothing seems to matter, now.
No one seems to see you,
Thirteen.   Thirteen.
   Eye's only passing through you, now.
Nothing ever is what it seems,
Thirteen.*
 
   -Nothing to show,
nothing to feel.
Nothing is real.
   Nothing to see,
nothing to say
when there's no other way.-
 
   ~Go run and hide
where no one can see your
   Scars.
   Dont say a word.
Dont let any one hear your
   Scars.~
 
   No life in your eye's.
No sounds of your cries.
No one realized.
   All of your pain
all hidden away.
No words to say.
 
   *Nothing seems to matter, now.
No one seems to see you,
Thirteen.   Thirteen.
   Eye's only passing through you, now.
Nothing ever is what it seems,
Thirteen.*
 
   What was the price
of your sacrifice
in a world you thought blind?
   You never could see
just what you could be,
now you leave it behind.
 
   *Nothing seems to matter, now.
No one seems to see you,
Thirteen.   Thirteen.
   Eye's only passing through you, now.
Nothing ever is what it seems,
Thirteen.*
 
   -Nothing to show,
nothing to feel.
Nothing is real.
   Nothing to see,
nothing to say
when there's no other way.-
 
   ~Go run and hide
where no one can see your
   Scars.
   Dont say a word.
Dont let any one hear your
   Scars.~
 
   *Nothing seems to matter, now.
No one seems to see you,
Thirteen.   Thirteen.
   Eye's only passing through you, now.
Nothing ever is what it seems,
Thirteen.*

Demon

Demon,
I'm craving for you feeling.
You're the only one
who can get me through all of my grieving.
Departed,
That's how it all started.
You're the only one
who can mend the broken hearted.
 
Here I stand before you
and my broken dreams,
Knowing God
will never hear my screams.
When I'm alone
you're my company.
When I feel down,
you comfort me.
 
Demon,
I really need your feeling.
When all hell breaks loose
you hold on to the noose
while I am hanging.
Fire,
I've lost all desire.
You're the only one
who's there to ignite my pyre.
 
Demon,
I'm desprate for your feeling.
All this torture and torment
has really got me spent.
My mind is reeling.
Souless,
only you and I know this.
All that pain I feel
you come down and kill
with your kiss.
 
Here I stand before you
and my broken dreams,
Knowing God
will never hear my screams.
When I'm alone
you're my company.
When I feel down,
you comfort me.
 
Demon,
I'm craving for you feeling.
You're the only one
who can get me through all of my grieving.
Souless,
only you and I know this.
All that pain I feel
you come down and kill
with your kiss..

God Damned

God made the thieves.
God gave them all minds to steal.
And no remorse to feel about it.
   God made disease.
God made it so we would die.
And wont tell us why.
   God damned us.
 
   God damned this soul.
I guess he didn't know
just what would be
when he created me.
   I love the pain
that I feel every day.
God damn the sin
so I can do it again.
   God damned this soul.
 
   God made all pain
and gave it to all children.
With or without sin.
   God made suffering.
God made us all have to feel.
And to know it's all real.
   God makes us die.
God made us all feel to mourn
from the day we're born.
   God made jealousy.
God made us so we crave more,
but we never have enough.
   God damned us.
 
   God damned this soul.
I guess he didn't know
just what would be
when he created me.
   God give the pain,
without it isn't the same.
God damn this sin
so I can do it again.
 God damned this soul

In The Name Of Sin

Children deceived,
only wanted to believe.
No truth to be found
so we're darkness bound.
Turned away by the sun.
The anger has begun.
We hide away in the cold.
souls have been sold.
 
An army of young,
the war has begun.
So that we may break free
from eternity.
Minds finally realize
what to really despise.
Always fighting back
whenever attacked.
 
Sacrifice and kill
the last of all will,
so we may rise again
in the name of sin.
Through the glory of pain
lost kingdom regained.
So we may rise again
in the name of sin.
 
We march into the night,
we will not lose this fight.
Our time has come
to take down the sun.
We survive off our pride
which we never hide.
Celebrate in the end
our new nation of sin!

Birds Of Pray

They try to get you
while you're young and nieve.
They'll say anyting
just to make you believe
in all the words that they preach,
when all they do is deceive.
And tell you praise!
Birds of pray!
 
They circle our homes,
they want you in their church.
Preditor drones,
they want to save you first.
They sink their talons in deep,
and make you pray until it hurts.
They make you praise!
Bird of pray!
 
They tell you lies
just to make you behave.
They make you worship
until you're dead in your grave,
when all you've really become
is a brainwashed slave
from all the praise!
Birds of pray!

Call The Demon

 The darkest of the night
blackens out my day.
It's too late for me now
to change my evil ways.
 
   I write the verses
that burn your tounge,
   I cast the spells
that keep you on the run,
   I say the words
that terrorize your heart,
   I conjure demons
to tear you apart.
 
   In the middle of the night
I call the demon.
   I can't believe
   it's gone on for this long.
Do I lie dead
   or am I only dreaming?
 
   I know the number, I've called the name,
I've said the incantations.
I've done everything I needed to do
to set the invitation.
 
   I write the verses
that burn your tounge,
   I cast the spells
that keep you on the run,
   I say the words
that terrorize your heart,
   I conjure demons
to tear you apart.
 
   In the middle of the night
I call the demon.
   I can't believe
   it's gone on for this long.
Do I lie dead
   or am I only dreaming?
 
   Shadow of the dark,
not a light to bring.
   I cant believe
   I could take it so long.
Do I lie dead
   or is it only a dream?
 
   The darkest of the night
blackens out my day.
It's too late for me now
to change my evil ways.
   But even if I could
I wouldn't want to any way.
Because it feels so good,
so good to be evil.